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hey, happy belated birthday dear huay yi (:
your one year older!
love you lots!

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you know i was thinking (after a game of mahjong with my computer) who i could count on if i was in trouble or just suffer from a down fall, is there anyone i can count on? Is there anyone i can just bawl on his/her shoulders without having to worry whether his/her shirt is gonna be wet and he/she is going to mind. Seriously, do you have one? Not everybody is fortunate enough to enjoy this counting on or supporting on partner or buddy. I mean , please don t take for granted for those around you ; you would never know when something might happen and everything have vanished or simply gone. Family, friends, whatever you think he or she is.

I honestly think the world is changing. When i was still in primary school, i thought Paint programme was the most fun thing in my computer but look at the kids around you, ( i mean primary school) , BLOG! ; Barbie doll is like an old school thing now. When i was still in primary school, i only BGR only exist in the adult world, but holy shit, primary school kids are getting thier HIM and HER already. Where was i during thier age! What was i even doing at thier age! Hold on , i think i remember , I was playing Neopets and play-pretends. So, if this is the case, i must be really hopeless in love because i can t seem to find THE ONE if finding a boyfriend or a girlfriend in important in the universe now. LIKE GOD. i can t even recalled being depressed over a boy when i was 12 .

I think it is the milk. You know, the chemicals in those milk powder ? Too much elements in it. The kids grew up smart in other stuff. So , traditionally , breast milk is the best. it is natural. Unless the mother is one of those who is made to drink those chemically dangerous milk powder. Then the whole story would be different again. And if it is like this, i probably be writing a novel.
Maybe the book`s title is Jingyun`s negative idea about milk powder. Well, actually milk powder is just one side of the story, it is up to you to search the other side.

i am shivering in my room. The air-con is blasting at my spine, even my fingers are getting a lil numb. You know , everyday life is changing without you knowing it. I am almost finishing this race and moving on to another. Secondary school life , i can wave goodbye to it soon. My mother can t wait for me to work. I dunno, i need a freakin break first. Work? Eventually...

and fuck, my school don t have a prom. i want a gown? D:

there is no such thing as HIM.
be self-centered, There is such thing as a ME.